I seem to have missed a few days! My Sir informed me that this was unacceptable and will now begin to cost me strings for not updating. Speaking of strings, I am up to around 80! As long as I continue to do well with my schedule, I’ll have his collar back this week! I did struggle a bit with my tasks last week, but I’m off to a shining start today. I’m also doing fairly well with my gym routine, though I haven’t been brave enough to poke my head in any of the classes yet.
I’m feeling pretty decent. I’ve really enjoyed getting to know people in the scene locally. I seem to have a much stronger focus and more energy overall. I am more in tune with my Sir and his needs, I think, and I’m really connected with my own submission. I know that I’ve still got a lot to learn and there are many more steps before my journey is over, but I’m not put off by that. I’m kind of happy with it, to be honest.
The anniversary of one of the worst days of my life thus far is just around the corner. It’s been nearly a whole year since I hit rock bottom, and I am just so thankful that I can weigh the differences between this year and last year. It’s such a stark contrast. This anniversary has been harder than I thought it would be- I initially thought it would just be exciting and so proud-making, looking at myself then and now. It is that, of course, but there’s a world of emotion in remembering, as well.
Anyway, my apologies for marring this blog’s name- the daily submissions have made their return!