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Depression

Written By: gracie - Aug• 09•11

Meh.  I hate depression.  It’s something I’ve been battling for most of my life. Turns out that it is a symptom of a larger issue, and one that can be more effectively treated than depression alone.  It’s been less than a year since this came to light, though, so I’m only starting to get my legs under me.  Still, it’s such a relief to be able to make genuine progress.

Some days, like today, I’m just not inspired to write.

It’s not like I don’t have anything to write about.  I’m delighted that my Sir has been calling for my daily spanking the last couple of days, and today he hurt me and it felt so amazing.  He jokingly (I think) threatened to brand me as his.  We’re on a really connected and fulfilling path, which is something I draw strength from daily.

I have inspiration, perhaps, but not the words.

And even though I feel like depression is messing with my head right now, I can lift up my eyes and know with a certainty that this place where I’m stuck is not all there is.  That is the biggest win of all.

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