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Written By: gracie - Oct• 04•11

I wore my Sir’s collar for the first few years of our relationship, and then… Various and sundry things happened. I asked to be released from it. He allowed this. Time passed, and then 2010 happened. A year ago today, I was at the lowest point I’ve ever been.

With some amazing help and support, I worked hard to change things from there, and things have changed. I also rediscovered a part of myself I thought I’d lost forever. Over the course of the last three months, my Sir and I have been revisiting my right to wear his collar.

His first instinct was that I had done the work already and could reclaim it whenever I liked, but he knew that I needed to go through a process, to really earn it back. So, he set it up, and it has worked magnificently. I’m within a week of getting it back, but today he decided to grace me with the public collar he first placed around my neck in early 2005.

I am so overwhelmed at this early award; this “anniversary” gift, and I want to thank him for the love, support, and guidance he offered me throughout. His faith in me never wavered.

Next time you see me, that tarnished silver necklace I’ll be wearing is evidence of his dedication to me when I failed myself, and my desire to never fail him again; to continue to learn to better serve him in any way I can. I will forever strive to be worthy of his faith and devotion.

I am his, and my heart sings with this love.

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One Comment

  1. Conina says:

    Lovely. It’s wonderful that you’ve been able to come back from what sounds like such a bad place for you..

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