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Frustrating Day

Written By: gracie - Sep• 25•11

My Sir has felt fairly well today, which is awesome.  I, however, have not.  I’ve felt out of sorts.  Anxious.  Jumpy.  Grouchy.  It’s true; I have those days.  Being as he felt so good, he thought it was a good time to get down to some serious play.  He did excellent things, like binding my hands together and then spank me with the belt.  Except the belt had no warm-up and kept striking too high. He moved on to the back-scratcher, which I can normally tolerate fairly well, but his strikes kept landing near my hip on one side. So I got grouchy about that. 

I could tell, too.  There was nothing yielding at all about my voice, and I could hear it. We did a few more personal activities and I finally had to safeword. I hate safewording.  Loathe it, actually.  I understand why it’s important, and I don’t want to discourage others from doing so, but I would almost rather suffer through than use it, most times.  I could tell he was frustrated with my response, and I was frustrated, too.  He worked really hard to satisfy a lot of my kinks, and I appreciated it more than I could express. 

I’ve just got jitters.  I’m going to the gym tomorrow to start working a little bit on my weight issues.  Going to the gym is worth three strings!  It’s also really difficult for me to do. I’d have it be worth 10, personally, but that’s just me. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude… failing.  Just about everything about today has me frustrated, and I don’t know what to do about it.  I thought I’d shake it off eventually, but I just haven’t been able to do that yet.

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