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Why Submit?

If not for the internet, I don’t know that I ever would have been involved with this lifestyle.  I wouldn’t have had the ability to communicate with other practitioners or known how to formulate any sort of questions about it.  I had big questions, sure, but nothing that would have really helped me on a [...]

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Discipline

Today’s spanking was fun.  My Sir left me in a long shirt and nothing else, then he told me to stand behind a chair.  I was made to lean forward with my hands resting on the back of the chair, and told not to take them off of it.  He used the backscratcher again, which [...]

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Moody Sunday

We’re in for some cooler weather this week, which will be a relief.  I’m trying to get up the energy to go bake something yummy, since it seems cool enough to turn on the oven, but I don’t even know if I have that much.  My mood has been less than stellar today- not snippy [...]

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Fear

I’ve never been skydiving.  I’ve never shoplifted.  I rarely speed, even when I’m late.   I cover my eyes during scary scenes in TV programs, not just movies.  I get mad if my Sir sneaks up on me (intentionally or not) when I’m concentrating on something.  I have suffered from severe social anxiety for as [...]

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Interesting

So, this afternoon, my Sir handed me a post-it note with a cryptic message on it.  I squinted at him, confusion in my eyes.  Was he playing with me? Could it be a test of some kind? Was there a hidden message inside of it?  Should I add “in bed” to the end of the [...]

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How Many?

Here lately, as we’re re-learning how to do this thing, my Sir has been giving me daily maintenance spankings.  This is hugely satisfying for me in a lot of ways, and one of the biggest of all is that it puts me in the right mindset.  The other day, though, he got me into position [...]

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Man in Pain

If you’ve been following along at Duality of Pain, you know that pain is something my Sir knows about intimately.  I mentioned that he is slightly older than I am early on, but the ‘slightly’ truly isn’t exaggerated. We’re less than a decade apart.  He uses a cane to help him walk. His blog is [...]

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Absurd!

I’ve been meaning to tell you guys about this little bit of absurdity since it happened a few days back, and it keeps slipping my mind.  My Sir and I have a lot of fun.  I don’t actually call him Sir all the time (or even most of the time), either.   I use it [...]

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My Love

In my first entry, I talk about how we’ve been on a hiatus from kink, but I’ve yet to really explain why that is.  While it involves a lot of very personal things that I’m not ready to disclose, I think the easiest explanation is to say that I stopped the flow of communication.  My [...]

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Making Noise

My Sir enjoys audible proof that I am enjoying the things he does to me.  It’s a turn-on for him.  It also, I think, validates my consent, which is hugely important to him.  This can be problematic because I am one of the quietest people you’d ever encounter.   I don’t like the idea that [...]

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