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Freedom through captivity

It’s true, there’s a freedom I’ve been experiencing as we’ve begun to explore this deeper power exchange. My Sir has, as well. I can feel the difference from him, just as he can from me. He’s spoken about it very eloquently, but I figured I’d offer my own viewpoint, too. It turns me on, just [...]

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Meh

Well, the first week hasn’t gone so well for me. I’m sick, and haven’t kept up with my chores at all! Not a promising beginning, eh? It’s so frustrating. With my Sir’s help, though, I will get back on track. I know he’s got my back, and that’s pretty powerful stuff, right there. One thing [...]

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Dedicated

I’m really dedicated to inhabiting the spirit of the contract. I think my Sir has been surprised at how much I have embraced it and actively sought to fulfill my part in it. I suspect that says something bad about me, but I’m not going to stress over it. All I can do is continue [...]

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FAQ

It’s officially December and I need to get this thing back on track. I’ve been crazy-busy, as well as just plain crazy… no surprise, I’m sure. So, there’s no time like the present to get started on my new entry.  This one will begin to sum up my Adventures in Fetlife. It’s called FAQ because [...]

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Strangest Rule?

This entry is inspired by a thread I found on fetlife. What’s the strangest rule you’ve ever had imposed on you? The only one I can really think of is that I cannot dye my hair red. My Sir has had bad luck with redheads, which is a shame. I think redheads are teh sex. [...]

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I Lost Track of Time…

I met with some local submissive ladies yesterday at one woman’s home. I’m proud of myself for attending, and I would have sincerely missed out if I had not gone, but… it didn’t go so well for me. I wasn’t prepared.  It is my own fault, too. See, I had an anxiety attack. I couldn’t [...]

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Grouchy

My mood has been less than stellar today.  I woke up grouchy and just kept on going. That might be a bit of an exaggeration, since it did ease up after my nap, but… yeah. And it’s sticky hot in here, and I’m nervous about tomorrow and I’m sick of getting less than an hour’s [...]

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Good Night!

I love that I get to crawl into bed next to him every night. I love that he adores me. I love that he loves my cat. I love it when I get to suck his cock. I love it when I do my best. I love being in his service. I love him. I [...]

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Supremacy

In the various communities I’ve participated in with regards to kink, the issue of supremacy seems to come up with some frequency.  When I was young and stupid, I was curious about male supremacy as a philosophy.  It’s been long enough now that I can no longer believe that arbitrary traits linked to biological function [...]

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Amazing

I wore my Sir’s collar for the first few years of our relationship, and then… Various and sundry things happened. I asked to be released from it. He allowed this. Time passed, and then 2010 happened. A year ago today, I was at the lowest point I’ve ever been. With some amazing help and support, [...]

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